Dennis Farow poem

Merbleth, 13th July 2008

By the time you died
I knew it was my end too
But I’ve already live
Without the air I breathe
So I knew I could survive
No smiles forever
Green eyes drown in tears
Since the day I saw you
Since the moment I remember it
It was too late, of course it was
I would never left you die if I could know
I should see it in your face
The last time you looked at me
The only time I didn’t recognize you
The very instant of regret
When my air gone
When I should stop breathing
But I didn’t
Maybe I got used in the last three years without you
Without memories
Without life at all
And then I got my memories back
But I still living without a life
Without you
I thought I wasn’t possible
Until destiny stole you from me
And it didn’t take just your eyes
Your smile and your voice
You body from my hands
It took also your eyes
Your happiness and your words
Your body from my memories
It erased our love
My existence
And I got back a ghost
A love that became your death
And broke my heart
In the very moment I have it back

By the night you died
I don’t even cry
I don’t even stop to understand it
Too blind to see it
And then falling in a dark hole
Smothering because of you
And I still didn’t know who you are

By the day you died
You memory became alive
Haunting me, breaking me

By the time you died, I died too

Dennis Farow

By Butterfly