A little bit

A Little Bit

A little bit insane
Who knows?
A little bit mad
What’s wrong?
A little bit lost
Can you find me?

Nothing to say
Nothing to do
A little bit anxious
A little bit you

Nothing’s the same
But nothing change
Alone in the dark
With a little bit of light

A little bit boring
Certainly
A little bit tired
Of what?
A little bit lost
Can you find me?

I promise don’t do
But is so empty without
Have no sense
A little bit strange

Do you understand?
It’s a little bit confuse
‘Cause it’s when I stop
That I’m a little bit messy

A little bit crazy
Who doesn’t?
A little bit lunatic
What can I do?
A little bit lost
Please, find me

By Butterfly

Someday

Someday

Someday you’ll say
That everything were in vain
That every breath
Was just an addiction to life
That every world
Was a lie inside the truth
That every moment
Was a paper memory
Write on a body
Lost in a mind

Someday you’ll say
That time didn’t matter
That you were living an illusion
With white sky and blue clouds
That you thought is was a dream
But it was a nightmare
That there’s no magic
No paper flowers
No sparkles
In empty eyes

Someday
You’ll get tired of say
That everything is okay
And someday
You’ll realize
That you won’t wake up
To see
Another day

By Butterfly

Up side down

Up Side Down

I woke up at night
I’d sleep during the day
I hope that way
It looks more okay

Nothing makes sense
The things are not like they should be
Fake smiles together
True tears apart
My heart is insane
And I lost my mind

Explain it to me
I’m not blind but I can’t see
Maybe I’m just wrong
But…
Isn’t the world up side down?

I can’t put together
The stars of my sky
They’re like the sun and the moon
And I a messy butterfly
Don’t know why
My heaven fall on the ground

Explain it to me
I’m not blind but I can’t see
No matter where I look
It always the same
Everything is up side down

I tried to find a way out
The magic word to put the things
Like they should be
But I couldn’t
The sun still rising at night
And the moon at the morning

Explain it to me
I’m not blind but I can’t see
All the truths are lies
And the dreams are nightmares
Isn’t the world up side down?

Isn’t my life up side down?
Isn’t the earth up side down?
Isn’t the mankind up side down?

Maybe are we the ones who are
Up side down

By Butterfly

I'm not broken

I’m Not Broken

They say I’m sad
They believe I can’t love
There’s a lie

When the tears fall down
When the eyes were blind
I’m not broken
When I can’t smile
When there’re no colours in the world
I’m still not broken

They see me worn in black
The thought my soul is dark
It’s a mistake

There’s life in sadness
Bright in the shadows
And I’m not broken
Tears are water
Black is just a colour
I’m not broken

They cannot understand the silence
The sweet mystery of solitude
The perfect harmony

Sometimes laughing with no reason
Others crying to insanity
But I’m not broken
All the pieces of a heart
Can be put back together
I’m not broken

They think I’m lost
Lying forever on the ground
They’re wrong

Who falls, can stand up again
We only need to keep breathing
So I’m not broken
I can clean up my tears
Let the light come in
I’m not broken

Can you realize?
The doubt in their lies
Just open up your eyes

In silence or screaming
With dark or coloured soul
I’m not broken
Crying or bleeding
My heart keeps beating
I’m not broken

By Butterfly

Ilusão

Ilusão

Nada
Eu não pedi nada disto
Não queria
Não precisava
Mas disse que sim
Convenci-me que sim
Como estava enganada…

Queria silêncio
Queria sentir-me quente
Um pouco de carinho chegava
Um pouco de preocupação
Saber que mais alguém se interessa
Que o meu nada
É importante para alguém
Que a minha felicidade
Seria a felicidade de alguém
Mas não...
Os sorrisos são bem-vindos
Somente porque ficam bem
E as lágrimas desprezadas
Não porque magoam
Mas porque borram a pintura

Eu não quis isto
Nada disto
Mas ninguém percebe
Que não era a minha vontade
Que só o desejei
Porque estava certo
Como estava enganada…

Queria apagar palavras
Mas mais queria apagar pessoas
E a forma como elas me fazem sentir
Queria fazê-lo tudo de novo
Deitar fora o que é fútil
Ignorar quem não é importante
Queria também não ter de o fazer
Queria que percebessem
Mas não se ensina ninguém a amar
A me amar…
Antes ser invisível
Às vezes sinto que não mudaria grande coisa
Talvez apagasse o esforço
Para que alguém olhasse para mim
Para que realmente me ouvisse

Nunca sonhei com nada disto
Jamais o desejei verdadeiramente
Fora uma ilusão cruel
Julgara que precisava disto
Como estava enganada…

By Butterfly